Happy New Years!

Happy New Years everyone!
I will be going to Snoops in a little bit with Scott to kick in the New Year.
As midnight approaches, I can't help but wonder what 2016 will bring. I feel like I am slowly starting to get my stride back at work.
My goal for next year is I want to get our car fixed and at least start on working on getting my drivers license.  I know that would help alot, I obviously want to keep in shape , and see if I can save up to take a trip somewhere.
The hilight of my 2015 was definitely completing my first marathon.  I never dreamed I , Donna would actually be able to do it, because I always thought of my mom as the runner out of the two of us. I  still don't know where the trails will take  me. But, I definitely want to keep it as part of my life.

The hilight of my New Years Eve is a conversation I just had with my friend Matt.  He is going to try and run his first marathon in Hawaii next year. ( I know, a run in Hawaii- I'm jealous already. Can I make a run in Hawaii my birthday ,Christmas and Valentines Day present this year? haha. But if you're going to be on the island on 12/11/2016, be sure to cheer him on. :0) )   He said " it's a goal to work towards. And hell, you inspired me to go for it too!" Just knowing that I helped give someone the push to try something that's always been on their bucket list has made all my training worth it.
It's a definite reminder that sometimes trying is half the battle in life, and to continue shooting for the stars in the upcoming year.
I hope everyone has an awesome 2016.  Love you all.

After Christmas blog

Hello all! I've said it once , and I will say it again, San Antonio weather is bipolar. It was in the seventies on Christmas Eve, and Christmas Eve here. Now it is down to forty degrees. I know it's colder in other places, but still- brr! I was scheduled at Six Flags Sunday. But between the drizzle, and cold weather, there was noone really at the park, so we got to go home early. That's always nice every now and then. *hehe* I know I spent most of my time hanging around the little heater my co worker brought.  *hehe* (Hey I know it, they know it, so why hide it?)
After that, Scott and I had some leftover Christmas dinner for our dinner tonight as I dethawed from my few hours at the park. I am just looking forward to after this week . It'll be a new year, my company won't be in Six Flags until Spring Break, and a fresh start for everything. I am hoping to get up to Washington sometime next year to visit my family there since it's been a while, and I need to see my family, since my mom doesn't really talk to me anymore. I am also still trying to figure out where I want to go fitness wise. I'm running. But I can also tell I've been enjoying not having a race to prepare for since I completed the marathon. So far I just know I want to continue to stay in shape, and keep on becoming a better, stronger and faster person. *hehe*
Anyway, I hope everyone got what they wanted for Christmas, and is enjoying the rest of 2016.

Merry Christmas to all!

*Bursts into song* Here comes Santa Claus, here comes Santa Claus . *hehe*  It's offically Christmas Day. Most of my presents are put together, and A Christmas Story is playing on the television. Last night, Scott and I went to Chilis for dinner. After that we went to the Sportsman bar for a birthday party afterward. *hehe* Today I went for a ten mile run in the morning, basically because I feel like it balanced out the 1/2 of a cookie and vanilla ice cream I had for desert last night . *hehe*  In a little bit we'll be opening presents, and then having Christmas dinner.  After working in malls in retail, and for Silverleaf, I think the most important thing about the holidays is just making time to spend time with one another. Really, gifts can technically be bought anytime, as long as you have the money.  As much as I love stuff like any other person, there's still nothing like sitting with people you care about over a meal or cup of coffee - just laughing and catching up. Happy Holidays everyone.

Christmas Eve blog

 Merry Christmas everyone! Well it's that time of year. School is out for Christmas break, and the malls are starting to  fill up with people getting that holiday shopping done. The ending of this year is a little better for me than last year. I have a little more money, and I just started working full time so I am thankful for that.Today I have to work a shift at Northstar mall mall until 3:00 then Scott and I will be going out to dinner and heading to  a birthday bash afterward. On Christmas day, we have company coming, so it'll be a day just to relax, open presents, and eat. *HEHE*
Right now the hard part is staying away from the fudge Scott got from one of his clients. OMG I love fudge, and as much as I am a believer in chocoalte for breakfast, I still need to save room in my belly for tonight and tomorrow. I got most of my Christmas shopping done. Now I just need to wrap everything up. *he he*
As presents get put under the tree, and everyone gets to their holiday destination, I can't help but think,I  know I focus too much on what I don't have. A car , any real relationship with my mom right now. But I am thankful for what I do have right now.

Saturday afternoon blog

Good morning! This morning  after my run, Scott and I went to visit a client of his after a little bit of Christmas shopping.  It was a nice way to spend the morning because this evening I will be working at Southpark mall, and attempting to stop shoppers when they are trying to get all their holiday shopping done. I still have a few gifts to get . You'd think since I work at malls during the week, I'd be done. But I tend to wait until the last minute to get things unless it's something I know someone is going to love.
For me, I am just looking forward to going out to dinner on Christmas Eve, and just relaxing on Christmas Day at home.  I am blessed to have a job that takes me where the people are, or where they think people are in some cases. But, after dealing with the crowds, it's nice to just come home and be with people I care about. I hope everyone is having a good holiday season so far.

Time for a change...

I am off today. Woot woot! Yesterday at work,  I ended buying two new pairs of shoes  while I was at Southpark mall. I got some shoes for the gym, and some boots I saw on sale, just because. *hehe* After work, I think Scott was wondering wether I worked or shopped there. But that's what happens when you work shifts at a mall- you just get stuff while you are there .
Aside from that, I am slowly getting back into my routine. I can tell my body is still a little tired from the marathon. I went to yoga to make sure my legs are stretched out, and now Scott is taking a nap, and I am taking over the t.v. We will be going to Dennys in a little bit for food, and he has a late night client at the gym.
I am looking forward to the holidays . It'll be nice to just relax at home, eat good food, and watch television.  As the year comes to an end, I can tell Scott and I tend to get frustrated about the same things. I am messy at home, and then I have a job that takes me all over the place ,and work weekends , so its a debate over everything when I have to work late.  At home, I am messy and he likes it clean , so we are like the Odd Couple in that sense. I hope things change for the better in 2016. *hehe*  Or, maybe it's just a matter of getting used to the little quirks that make us all unique.

Our own worst critic

At the staff meeting Thursday, my manager said if he tried to do the marathon, he would still be out there trying to complete the course. I couldn't help but think, that used to be me. I also think,maybe when it comes to things like that, we're our own worst critic. When it comes to things like running,  it really is trying that is half the battle.  When my dad got back into playing chess, he said you know you love the game when you're losing to  people younger than you. But that didn't keep him from playing.There's always someone faster than us, there's always someone who trains harder, or smarter.  In my case , I literally had to  start from scratch to get to the point where I could complete a full marathon. Last year  to start training for the half marathon, I literally started running a mile outside my house almost everyday one week, then two the next week, and I let the miles pile up from there until it got to this point. All we can do is try to be the best we can be,and keep our eyes on the horizon. After all if you're doing what you love, you are a winner already. :0)

Monday night thoughts..

Well folks, as most know by now I did it. I completed my first full marathon. My time was 4:50:05  I am still in shock that I can say I am a marathon finisher now. My legs are still recovering from the run, but it still feels surreal. I was fortunate it was nice outside when I ran yesterday. I was able to get through the first thirteen miles without much problem since I did the half last year.  The hardest part for me where miles 15-17 because it was after the halfway point, my legs where starting to feel it, and I knew I still had some distance to cover. At mile 17, there was someone there who reminded me  that I only had single digit miles left to go, which gave me a little bit of extra wind, but it really wasn't until I finally hit mile 22 that I began to think I'm really going to finish this after all, and ofcourse when I saw the finish line, I got a final push from that.  But, I cried once I crossed the finish line, and I cried off and on that day,and today. I cried because as much as I know I've come a long way, I still feel like that girl whose mom signed her up for a gym membership because she needed to work on her weight at the end of 2011.
The one thing that stuck out to me while I was running where these two guys who where obviously running the marathon together. One told his friend he could go ahead so his time wouldn't be ruined. But his friend said his time wasn't going to be ruined and they where going to get the same finisher medal no matter what time they complete the course. I couldn't help but think, why can't we always have that attitude?
After all, running, or not we're all trying to accomplish something,and we should all support one another as we try and make our way to our own personal finish line- whatever that is. I'd like to think I would be the kind of person that would give you an orange, or whatever you needed to help you accomplish your goal.
Today, on top of being glad that I only have a few stairs to go up when I go home, I had coffee with my friend Carrie , and we checked out Ross to see what we could find .  I don't know what lies ahead of me now, but we'll see.  It definitely won't be my last marathon. I am definitely going to do Rock n Roll San Antonio again next year for sure. After all, if nothing else, they're a definite reminder we can do anything we put our mind to, and we're stronger than we think. :0)

Something worth running for...

At this point next week, I will have at least tried to run my first full marathon. As race day gets closer, I wish I could say I decided fully on my own to lose weight, and start trying to run.  But, really it was my mom.  My mom was the one who got me going to the gym when I was 248 pounds . I ran my first half marathon because it was supposed to be a belated birthday present for my mom .
As the runs became longer, I've wondered why I signed up for such a task, instead of just running to keep in shape, or working on my time running a half marathon. I know Scott would have supported me no matter what I decided to do, and he really is the only reason I am still running. I've told him several times, even within the past 48 hours I don't HAVE to run, but he doesn't want me to be a quitter.
 My mom really is the one known for running, and to me no one will love running, or run faster than her. (To me the reason she's not even faster than she is right now is she's Filipino, not Kenyian. Haha  .) But I guess I signed up and paid to run a full marathon to see if I can go the distance as well. Before a few years ago, I was known for alot of things, but fitness wasn't one of them. I was a 2x ,  size 24 jeans, and was usually one of the biggest girls in my group of friends. I still remember eating a whole medium meat lovers pizza by myself before several times. I remember getting large  10 piece chicken nuggets, fries and coke from McDonalds whenI did product demonstrations in Walmart every weekend before I moved to Texas just because it was there, and that's not including what else I would eat that day.  I could go through a 2 liter bottle of coke in a day. I didn't exercise either. I don't know why. I guess I liked just eating what I wanted, when I wanted and didn't care too much about my waistline ,or health at the time.  But, as much as my mom was definitely the one who gave the push to get started, I kept it up because it's nice to be able to not huff and puff everytime I go running- like I did before anyway.  But most of all, it's nice to not have my weight weighing me down like it did before. So this Sunday, I will run so that people know that anyone can go the distance, because if I can , really anyone can.
 

Happy Thanksgiving!

The Macys Thanksgiving Day Parade is on, and pumkin pie is in the refrigerator. I have pumkin spice flavored coffee ,eggs, toast, and yogurt in my belly , so I am already a happy Donna.
Not too long ago I saw the Red Ranger balloon float through New York City. It reminded me of how when I was in fourth and fifth grade, I was really into that show. I mean I watched the show, collected the figures, cards, had the Power Ranger lunchbox, dressed up as the Pink Ranger for Halloween, and I even made myself a communicator for Halloween so I could talk to Zordon. *hehe*
I stopped watching it after they made an eleven year old the new blue ranger because to me after that it just wasn't the same as when it was the origonal six- Kimberly, Billy, Zach, Jason, Trini, and Tommy. Those where the days. *hehe*
Now I am just looking forward to eating pumkin pie later on today. I swear that is the one thing I have to have on Thanksgiving. I don't care if we have turkey or ham, or what other side dishes we have, but I have to have a piece of pumkin pie, or two, or three on Thanksgiving. *hehe*
Although I know life isn't perfect, I know I am blessed that I am in good enough shape to try and run my first full marathon really soon, I am blessed that my boss and coworkers think I can get leads, I have  family, and friends who want me to be nothing short of happy, and I have someone who always make sure I have a peanut butter and jelly sandwich to eat. *hehe*
I hope everyones Thanksgiving is full of love, and turkey, or whatever food tickles your taste buds. *hehe*
Take care everyone.

Happy Monday!

Hey everyone! Crazy morning so far.  Scott isn't feeling well so we ended up staying home instead of going to the gym like we usually do. After breakfast, and after I was done hovering around our heartsI went on a mid distance run, and I will be working the Spurs game later on tonight. (Go Spurs,Go!) *hehe* With Thanksgiving rolling in this week, I have wondered what I am thankful for. I haven't thought I had much to be thankful for this year. I know, I am just a greeter without a car. I'm always having to figure out how I  am going to get somewhere, or get home. l have felt like cancelling my gym membership, and hanging up my running shoes, to put my money toward getting my license. I don't want to , but I can tell that's where my time and energy really need to go. Scott isn't a fan of driving around town, and I know my friends can only do so much.
But I am thankful that I have someone who always makes sure the fridge is full, has got me to run even when I haven't felt like it, makes sure I have some fun on the weekends , and wants only the best for me. I am thankful to have a boss, and coworkers who think I work hard, and I am thankful for friends who have been nothing short of understanding this past year with everything that's happened.
I hope everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving. Gobble gobble!

weekend blog

Hello! How is everyone?
I am just resting after work. *hehe* Friday after the gym, I had to go to the Henry B Gonzalez Center for the truck and auto show. It was cool seeing all the different cars. But last night , they clearly didn't have the amount of people they where expecting, so I got to go home early. But afterwards Scott, Jason, Scotts client DeAnna and I went to Jims and chatted for a little bit. While waiting for Scott and Jason to show up, DeAnna and I talked about how men are creatures of habit because Scott likes going to Jims to eat, and the person she helps take care of has a routine he likes too.  It got me to thinking, we're all creatures of habit in some way. I always shower in the evening, not in the morning because to me there's something about doing that at the end of a workday, and I keep a notebook to write my random thoughts in, and  when I am at Jims late at night I tend to get the same thing too. *hehe*
Last night was Greg, the singer of Texas Radio had his birthday tonight. I didn't  end up staying because  I was tired from working at the auto show and I am there again today all day. It made me realize I am fortunate to have someone like Scott. Yes, he likes to dance all night long with his friends, but he also understands when I need to just rest and relax too. Tonight was just one of those nights. I could have handled two sets with him but not the whole night out. We have a bunch of events going on this week, and next week, so everyone has a bunch of hours. That's better than not getting any hours at all, that' for sure. With a job that takes me around all over, it's nice to know that there's someone who'll always want to dance and go to Jims with me no matter where my work week takes me.

Tuesday morning blog

Happy Tuesday everyone!
I hope everyone is having a good start to the beginning of their work week.  I started the week off by having the day off.  Woot woot! I started Monday off by going on a run in the muggy weather. After that , Scott and I ended up going to Dennys for lunch, and I ended up taking an hour nap after dinner. Naps are good. *hehe* It feels weird not having to go to work at the beginning of the week for once. But it's also a nice break after working 2 straight 8 hour workdays at six flags ,and before a busy work week.
Birthday cake ,and coffee is in my belly , so I am happy.
The weather here has been crazy. It was 75 degrees when Scott and I woke up, it rained while we where on our way downtown, and now it is in the fifties/sixties- only in San Antonio.

Scott and I are downtown right now because he has to do something for his company there , and he needed the GPS on my phone to find the place his meeting was at. So I am writing while he is at the meeting.  But I was promised Dennys for lunch. Oh the things I do for pancakes. *hehe*
I came across a photo someone took of me five years ago while I was at school. It defintiely reminds me of how crazy these past few years have been.  I guess if there is one thing I have learned these past few years, after being every pant size between a 24 and a 2 is you have to like yourself for who you are no matter what the scale says. Ofcourse if you are consistent with diet and exercise, the pounds will drop. But self validation really is something that comes from within.

Sunday night blog

Hello! Happy Sunday  everyone!  I  just got done with a shift at Six Flags. I am looking forward to next week more than anything. I have a Spurs game, only one mall shift, and the rest of the time I am literally at the Truck and Auto show all weekend. Woot woot! lol
That should be fun.
Thursday I went to Bodyjam class after work and my weekly staff meeting. It was nice just dancing around for an hour after a day at work, and a high impact workout the other day.
This weekend aside from work, Scott and I went to Boozehounds on Friday, but the bands there sucked so we just chatted in Jims. After work on Saturday we saw Spectre. It was a little long, but I liked how they tied it to the other James Bond movies. Now it is just time to rest , and watch the Seahawks game. I had a piece of Scotts birthday cake when I got home from work today. He said it's his kryptonie because it's too sweet for him since it's a chocolate cake with buttercream frosting. I said it was my kyrptonite because I just love sweets still! lol Anyway it was a good cake. But I am hoping some people come over and have a piece because were not going to finish the whole sheet. Other than that, I am glad that I have the next two days off. Its going to be a really busy workweek ,and after this weekend I just need to rest up a little bit before the hustle and bustle begins again. Lol
Love you all!

What do you do after your last long run? You go buffet..

Happy Wenesday. Today I did my last long run for the marathon. Now its time for me to taper ( slowly reduce my milage) and save my energy for race day. After that, Scott and I ended up going to china harbor for his birthday dinner. He wanted to go chinese since there was a wait at Applebees, and I needed the extra calories after my run, so there you go. *hehe*   The food was delicious, and we both got our fill.
I had wonton soup, salmom, a sesame ball, rice, mushrooms, corn, half of a roll, chicken teriyaki ,and some of the soft serve ice cream, and a piece of cheesecake. It was nice to go to a buffet, and not feel too guilty about eating like that. I still am used to worrying about eating too much , and watching what I eat because I've had to for the past few years of my life to get my weight down.  Plus, as much as I know I have come a long way, I still hear my mom cringing about my food intake when I was heavier ,and I still see myself as someone just trying to stay in shape , just like everyone else- so they can eat cheesecake once in a while.
Yeah for cheesecake! :0) Now I am resting the rest of the night.   The run was hard because it was muggy outside, add the wind to that I was running slower than usual, but somehow , I am not quite sure how yet, but I did it.  After doing the half, and training for a whole, I have to say half marathons are alot easier to train for. But , I am glad I can say I am pushing myself to at least see if I can literally go the distance.  I  think after my race my goals for afterward will be things like working on my time so I can do a half marathon in under two hours- things like that, and only do full marathons every now and again.
Now Scott is shoe shopping with his son Troy , and I have Pretty Woman now. Life is fair right? lol
On top of treating him to dinner, I also got him literature for his birthday. I got him the book "It's Good to be Gronk" because its written by a guy on one of his favorite teams- the New England Patriots. Tomorrow I have the weekly staff meeting, and it's back to work, or pretending to work for the rest of the week. I hope everyone else is having a good week! Love you all

weekend blog

The weekend is here yeah!  Yesterday I worked at Southpark mall, then went to Boozehounds to celebrate Scotts birthday.  His birthday is Wenesday, but his favorite cover band Texas Radio was playing. It was fun. They played all his favorite songs , and we had a good time talking at Jims afterward.
Today I ran 5 miles to take advantage of the cooler weather.  I'm taking over the t.v. while he sleeps a little more right now, I work at the UTSA game later on, and apparently we'll be going to meet up with friends later on tonight.
 I know his friends where wondering what to bring because Scott doesn't eat while he is out dancing. He'll eat before, and after, which is why we always go to Jims for food afterward. Last night his client brought popcorn and pecans for everyone who wanted to enjoy.   But , I think that goes to show, Scott is the kind of person that is just happy with your company , and knowing you're enjoying the music.

Mid week blog

Hello! How is everyone today?  I hope everyone is having a good week. I worked at Ingram, and Southpark this week so far. It was quiet at Ingram, but it was a little better at Southpark mall, so yeah! This weekend I'll be at the UTSA game, and Six Flags. I just hope the weather cooperates. On the news they've been predicting weekend rain once again. The weekend rain these past few weeks have made me glad I have to get my long runs in during the week. (But I will only admit that on here. *hehe*)
Today I did my first twenty mile run.  I am fine, my legs are still on fire though. It feels good to know I got through another barrier though. I was suprised the first time I ran my first ten miler because it was the first time  I did a double digit run, finishing my first half, and the first time I ran a fifteen miler I started to feel more confident about finishing the marathon, and now I am starting to see the finish line.
I took a recovery nap,and  I am planning on doing nothing but resting the rest of the day. Now I can see why running a marathon is alot of hard work.  It's alot of work because you have to get your body used to the distance, and you  also have to remind myself you're capable of conquering the 26.2 as well. It's physical, it's mental, it's metaphysical! lol
Aside from that, Scott's birthday is next week, so I ordered his birthday present off amazon.com yesterday. It should be delivered sometime between next week and the 27th of this month, so we'll see when it gets in. I know I am taking him out for dinner on his birthday. But aside from that, he still isn't sure what his plans are yet. I guess we will see what happens.  Anyway, now it's time for coffee, and to watch Modern Family .
Take care everyone!

Halloween blog...

I hope everyone is having a good morning. The weather alert on my cell phone turned out to be my alarm clock on Friday morning. In case you didn't know it was raining by looking out the window. I don't mind it raining, I just don't like being out in it. *hehe* Our house didn't get flooded, but a little bit of water did get in through the windows, thank god.  I worked the Spurs game that night, so I got to see them win their first home game in the revamped at&t center. (Go Spurs Go!)
I am also thinking, damn Scott was right for having me run  on Thursday. ( But I won't admit that outloud. lol)  he he  He said I should run because they where predicting rain all weekend. So,
Thursday I literally ran, and ate. After the staff meeting, I went on a run, and then had lunch with my friends Jenn and Selma at La Madeline. It was nice to catch up with them in person.  Hopefully it's not too long between lunches.
On Halloween I worked in the morning and ended up going to Snoops later that night. I got to dress up as an evil queen, so that was fun. *he he*
Today I did a short run before I worked today and now I am relaxing for the rest of the evening. I got home right after the Seahawks played the Cowboys , and now the Broncos game is on. Today I just happy  it was nice out. I love being outdoors after it rains.  I was outside all day and I was fine. But to me I like seeing the puddles , water on the grass, and the wind in my face when the sun is starting to peak out again.  Its a definite reminder that no matter how much it pours,the sun will always come out again sooner than you think. :0)

So, it finally feels like fall...

After a rainy weekend, the weather seems to be taking a turn for the better.  I literally spent the day outdoors  Monday. Scott and I didn't go to the gym because he wanted to hear updates about his father , so I ran, and ate before work.  *hehe* After that, I had to work at La Cantera in the evening, and it didn't get too hot or anything through my whole shift there.  I actually enjoyed it. Over the weekend, I literally spent most of it at Southpark mall while it rained.Yesterday, I tried bodyflow at the gym. I needed it after all the running I've done, and will be doing. I did feel really centered and relaxed afterward.  I'm known for going to the other classes there at the gym. The dance classes, body pump- the weight lifting class, sports conditioning, and body attack -a sports cardio class there, so it was nice to change it up a little. So lesson of the day- stretch alot . *hehe*  Scott and I went to Dennys in a little bit to get some food before he had to go back to train some clients in the evening.  Yeah for Dennys and coffee with your boyfriend. :0) I  was actually impressed by the waiter who served us there last night. He understood that Scott had to be back at work at a certain time, he was friendly, and I ordered a burger I thought I saw on the menu last time I was there, but when it wasn't on the menu for some reason- he assured me they could still make it for me . Yeah!Avacados on a burger plus coffee = a happy Donna. :0)
Anyway, today I am just going to enjoy my day off today.  It is national chocolate day-yeah! *hehe*   I had some cocoa roast almonds with my oatmeal and strawberries this morning , but I think a little more celebration is in order.  Right now I have coffee to drink, and an episode of  Friends on, so life is good. *hehe*  Scott is going to do yard work while I rest. But I made him a sandwich, so he's cool with it. *hehe*
I do work on Halloween, but I am looking forward to seeing everyone dressed up in costume.  Or, at least seeing how many little girls will be dressed as a charector from "Frozen." *hehe* Now I am going to try and be somewhat productive . Have a good day all.

A quick look back..

Happy Sunday everyone! I hope everyone is doing well despite the crazy weather. I am thankful I at least got to work indoors this weekend. I was supposed to work in outdoor locations Friday and Saturday, but because of the weather I ended up working indoors.  (Thank god right?)  I know I shouldn't but when the weather gets bad I shut down and get lazy. If I am out I just want to go home. I like it when it rains, but I don't like getting out in it. I just like listening to the pitter patter of the raindrops from the comfort of my own home.
 Thursday I went to the gym for bodyjam and bodyattack while Scott trained clients at the gym. I was glad I got to go. It was the bodyjam instructor, Kimberlys birthday , so I got to dance with her on her birthday, which was cool. :0) (I know life is fair, I dance while Scott eats peanut butter sandwiches, and tells people to "pump it up." But we got to do some dancing together as well this weekend. It  was our friend Marks birthday this weekend so we helped celebrate his birthday too. His wife Robin made some margarita cupcakes, so I stole one. MMM cupcakes... lol)
Kimberly was telling me that I am fast.  That plus the fact one of Scotts clients was telling me she wants to lose weight like I have reminded me how much of a whirlwind these past few years have been.  At the beginning of 2011, I was known for alot of things, but running and working out was not one of them. I was known for eating alot of fast food , going for seconds all the time at dinner, drinking soda, and ofcourse coffee all the time. ( I was born in Washington state, and lived there, so coffee will be always be a staple part of my diet. haha.)
Now I feel like I've done a complete 180. I am known for going to the gym when I am not at work, I have a professional trainer for a boyfriend , and  I am trying to learn how to run. (Keyword is try,but that's how we learn anything right? By slowly putting one foot in front of the other. )  It was definitely my mom that got me my start on running and working out. She's the one who got me going to the gym, and got me to sign up to run the rock and roll half marathon last year.  But I guess, I really wanted all this for myself too, otherwise I still wouldn't be doing it now.
Speaking of running, between the weather and work, it ended up being a rest weekend.  It's starting to clear up now, but I have to get ready for work. (I know, darn work. haha)  Plus, I know I will be back on the road again this week. After all, cupcakes are one of those things worth running for. *hehe* Have a good and safe Sunday everyone.

Back to the future day blog

Hello! How is everyone today? I am laying down and writing. Today I was off, so I went on am 18 mile run. My legs and feet are still both feeling it. But,I know I needed to try it. Try I did. The pretzels and half of a peanut butter sandwich I had on the run helped me with some of the walls , but the last three miles where the hardest.  Thank god I don't have to do these kinds of runs everyday.
This is Donna before a long run- alright I'm going to log in the miles,I got this.
Donna after a long run - Scott ,foam roll me please while I lay in bed.Please?  I love you.
The first part of the week was a little rough. It was slower at south park mall than usual, so I know I need to go into crazy Donna mode over the weekend. Then at home it was crazy in the mornings because Scott and I had to get up at different times because of our schedules. Today was the first day this week we woke up and went to the gym together. (Basically I ran while he worked. Sounds fair right?) Lol Anyway, here's hoping the rest of the week goes smoother than the beginning of the week. How is everyone's week going so far? Love you all!

Blog before bed...

TGIF everyone! Today was the usual. I worked out in the morning, went to work, and since there where no bands playing, Scott and I just went to Jims and headed home.
Scott is resting since he is still a little under the weather because of allergies. I know allergies are no fun. When I have an allergy attack, my nose gets runny, my eyes get red, and I need a tissue literally every five seconds.
I can't sleep. I don't know if it's the coffee at Jims, or what. But right now I have "How To Lose a Guy in Ten Days" on.  *hehe* It's a good night to just relax, and kick back.  Tomorrow Scott and I will be going to see his favorite cover band, Texas Radio after I get off work. 
I have to admit, before deciding to sign up for the marathon, I wondered how Scott and I would handle it. I know he wouldn't say don't try to do it.  But, I know he likes to go out on weekends, and training for a marathon means sometimes having to get up early to get training in. Add that to the fact I don't have a consistent work schedule ,and I didn't think it would happen. Several times I've told him I would quit, but I feel like we've somehow brought some balance to the force now.
 However, it has definitely showed me that while we're both happy go lucky people, the fact he has been doing the same thing every weekend for three years tells me he is comfortable with the familiar. But, I on the other hand, will always be one who wants to see what's over the next horizon.

Thursday night blog

Happy Thursday everyone! I went to the weekly staff meeting, and had lunch.  I watched Sex and The City while Scott rested, since he is a little under the weather. I did go on my long run last Friday. Saturday I went to a friends birthday party, and Sunday morning went for a quick three mile run before work.  It was after that I couldn't help but think, running really is life. *hehe*   I noticed as I get my body used to the longer distances, the shorter distances are getting easier to do.
It is a definite reminder that no matter what you do, if  you put your mind to something, you can do  anything you put your mind to whatever your passion is. Now that I have a couple of fifteen milers under my belt, I feel more confident I will be able to complete the marathon. But like they say, the true test will be on race day. I still stand by what I say, and that my real plan is to have Scott drive ahead of me, and throw peanut butter and jelly sandwiches at me, so at least if nothing else I'll be protein packed through the later miles. *hehe*
Anyway now dinner is in my belly, and Scott is about to make coffee for us and the Thursday night football game, as usual is on.  Our compromise is he lets me watch Sex and The City when I'm home in the afternoon because I understand football's going to be on when there is a game on. *hehe* That's how you can tell who had the t.v. last at our place. If it's on E! or Disney, or Oxygen, I had the t.v. last. If  it's on SportsCenter, Scott had the t.v. last. If it's on one of the local stations, it could have been either one of us. (Dun dun duh!) lol Today is the first evening I really get to spend home. I've had to work evenings at the malls pretty much everyday this week, so it's nice just to kick back and relax this evening.  After all, life is crazy, and I know I'm crazy. But it's nice to know I have someone who for some reason puts up with my crazy.  *hehe*

Early morning blog

Our house likes to play tricks on me with the temperature. Without any air conditioning , or anything on, I am sweating. But when the air conditioning and fan are going, I am too cold. Oy!
I know part of it is now that I am smaller, I don't have as much body fat so I feel the cooler temperature more , but come on!
Anyway last night Scott watched the football game.. I am just enjoying being able to put my feet up.  I have dinner in my belly, and coffee at my side.  Nerves about my upcoming race are coming up.  I still wonder if I am over prepared, under prepared, or what. I know I did the half marathon, but this will still be my first year trying to conquer the full  marathon, and 26.2 is no joke.There are days I feel prepared, and other days I wonder if it's too late just to do a half again. *hehe* But I told Scott's client Frank, I will run for more of his cheesecake, so I am committed.
This week has been go go go so far. I've worked Monday and Tuesday . On Wednesday I ended up visiting a client of Scotts , and then Jenn Oler and I saw  Hotel Transylvania 2 - always nice.
Today it is back to working through the weekend.   The one thing I am trying to remind myself lately is to "let it go" and not too worry too much what other people are doing.
I know it's partially because I know at work, my efficiency rate is being compared to my co workers for scheduling, and my boss had some contests for us this past couple of weeks to help get leads up in the malls, so I can't help but be a little curious. Plus, I was nosey way before Silverleaf anyway. *hehe*
I feel like this weekend there will be more balance to the force. If  the weather cooperates, I am going to get in a long run today, so that we can still go to our friends birthday party tomorrow night, and it's not as taxing on my body. :0) Anyway, have a good weekend everyone! Love you all.

Perspective

While at work on Monday night, my co worker was talking about her fitbit.  I was telling her I had about 22,000 steps on mine because I worked out before my shift. She said I can't believe you already have 22,000 steps on your fitbit because she hasn't reached the 10,000 step mark yet which is what the American Heart Association says is the amount of steps we're supposed to be getting on average each day . Me on the other hand, I still wonder how one of the people on my friends list on my fitbit gets almost 30,000 steps a day.  I know it's because he is literally on his feet at his job through his shift there. But when I see the numbers I'm still like what? lol That's because the first time I got 26,000 steps on my fitbit was a day I went to a cardio class with my friend Laura in the morning, went grocery shopping with Scott , and then worked RiverCity Rockfest later that night after dancing with Scott the night before.  I guess it just goes to show you, no matter where you are in life, there's always someone looking up to you, wondering how you got to where you are.

I tried to be wonderwoman this past weekend...

Sunday was a definite rest day. I ended up going to a fifteen mile run before work  Saturday morning, because I wanted to get a long run in before October rolled around. After that, I had to work a UTSA game, and Texas Radio was playing , so I ended up going to Snoops. After that I was exhausted. But at least I got some rest before I had to work the Womens Convention .
This week has literally been go go go. I have worked at southpark mall, ingram, and la canter so far. Today has been my only day off,aside from the staff meeting.  It's nice to know that I am starting to get back to where I was before. I got a backpack because I knew a professional is someone who executes the basics at an excellent level everytime.  Woot woot!
But if there is one thing I learned this weekend and this past week, it is that I am not wonderwoman.  It was obvious I was exhausted by the time I was at Snoops Saturday night. If I appear to be, it is just because I try my best at all I do.  That is really all of us can do. Love you all.

Friday Blog

It's the end of the week.  Right now I am just enjoying the day off. I have Sex and The City on.  Soon, Scott and I will be leaving to do laundry and then we will be going out.  It's starting to thunder outside.  I don't mind as long as it's not when it's time to go out. *Hehe*
I am a whimp when it comes to the weather. If it's too hot, too cold, or raining,  I'm like ok, I'm ready to go home. I've told Scott several times maybe he needs a girlfriend that can handle the elements. *hehe* But, I am the kind of person that I don't like having to run around in the rain unless I have to. To me, I just like hearing the pitter patter of the raindrops on the roof, seeing the lightning flash, and hearing the thunder roar ( just from the comfort of my own home.) After all, what better place to be than home while waiting for the storm to pass?

Donna's slowly getting her groove back..

Hello! How is everyone doing?  Scott and I just had some some Taco Bell, and the football game is on.  The theme of the week seemed to be getting my stride back at the malls. I needed to.
It feels good going I still have some spark within me. For the longest time, I felt like my spark was gone. I am sure it is a sign of good things to come. :0)
I can't help but laugh because this weekend I will get to work at the Womens Expo at the Henry B Gonzalez Convention Center while a game is on.  (Works for me!) Getting some newer clothes for work helped get my spark back, so I am thinking it's time for a makeover, so, like Katniss Everdeen I can continue to be the girl on fire. :0)

Happy First day of fall

Happy Wenesday! Well, no bands where really playing this past weekend, so Friday night, Scott, Jason, and Frank (one of Scotts clients at the gym) , just ended up talking at Jims over coffee and the food there. Saturday , Scott and I ended up watching "The Fast and Furious Seven" at our house. 
For me, it was a nice change.  Normally for me weekends means work, then debating between getting a run in, or relaxing if it's time to go out. Or if I work late, I usually go to where ever Scott is out dancing right after I am done working my shift.  I love dancing, and going out, but it was nice just to relax at home too. This coming weekend I know it'll be back to dancing to cover bands for Scott. I am still not sure how much I'll be able to do, at least Saturday night because I work at the Pecanfest in Austin until 10, and that's not including drive time back to town, or if we stay later for some reason. But we will see what happens.
Yesterday I worked an evening shift at  SouthPark Mall. I actually did better than I thought I would. I want to get back to where I was before I moved in with Scott. Before I moved in with Scott, I was the one everyone wanted at the booth with me,  now I am just adequate.
Anyway, it is the first day of fall today. What that really means is it's cool in the morning, but it still gets into the 90's during the day.   I can't wait until it's no longer in the 90's.  But at least now, there is pumkin spice stuff everywhere to make the heat more bearable. :0)

Scott's watching the game ,so I'm writing... *hehe*

The tacos have been eaten, I drank all the coffee, and the Broncos game is on. How is everyone today?  Today I went to our weekly staff meeting, I did get to meet my new supervisor.  He seems cool. We will see what happens now.  After that, I ended up doing arms and abs with Scott today at the gym, as well as some running on the treadmill. Anyway I found that picture on my friends facebook page, and it caught my attention.

It made me wonder, why does negativity spread so easily?  If we see something we dislike, or are unhappy, we are not afraid to make it known.  If we  have a bad experience at a restaurant, we're not afraid to tell everyone. But if we see something we like, or had a good experience somewhere, it's not really talked about unless it is brought up.  With that I know I'm not perfect about this either. But, I'd like to think that there is still some positivity in the world to spread around.

After dinner blog

Hello! How is everyone? It rained off and on here today. (Oy.) I swear only in San Antonio can it rain , hard even at times, for like five minutes,and then be fine.  *hehe*Apparently, San Antonio is still supposed to be getting a little more rain. We'll see. If we do, we can definitely use it.
Scott and I just had fish, and corn for dinner. Now it's time to unwind and relax for the day. 
I feel better now, than I did over the last few days. I think I just needed to get over myself, and calm down.  Yesterday I found out my supervisor Leigh will be stepping down from her position, and taking another job at our company. It will be weird not having to report my numbers to her. Leigh has been my supervisor since I started at Silverleaf.  She has definitely seen the best, and worst of me these past few years.  But hey, life is all about change , right?   I don't know who I will be causing trouble for at work now, but I shall find out tomorrow at our weekly staff meeting.
Before I offically meet my new supervisor, I have realized that I have been blessed. Leigh  always helped you out the best she could, as long as she knew you where trying.  I also learned that I am blessed to have people in my life who want to see  me succeed. My friend Jenn always sends me something to apply to, so I can get a better job, and when I didn't go out dancing, Brenda, Shayne, and Robin made it clear they missed me, and I look forward to seeing all of them very soon. :0)

Keep on swimming...

I feel like crawling under a rock. I  have less than 30 dollars in the bank until payday on Friday because of a couple of bills I had to pay. It's making me stressed because I always hate knowing that if I sneeze, I'll be in the red. Scott helped out by taking care of the groceries this week, and assuring me that money is not an issue. But , I do worry about money because I don't have family I can call if something goes wrong, and I am the one who has to go all over town to work.
It's noone's fault but my own. I know it happens sometimes, and it will still no matter what kind of job I have. But , it is still no fun when it happens.

I don't know what the next step is, aside from the fact I know I will have money in the bank on Friday at least.   Scott went to Snoops last night with his friends to listen favorite cover band, Texas Radio. I stayed at home because I didn't feel like I would be much fun . Who wants to be with the person with no money on a Saturday night? I know how it is. Friends, and loved ones are there however they can be. But when it comes to money, I know it's a little different,and you don't want that to come in between the relationship. So when I know I am broke, I just tend to hibernate. Since Scott was out, I took advantage and made it a chik flick night. I watched Mean Girls , Baby Mama , and There's Something About Mary. *hehe* All very good.
I guess I just have to remember it is always darkest before the dawn. After all, everything good and bad is only temporary , right?

Today I felt a little better. I went to work, and went for a run after I worked while Scott and Troy watched football together.  *hehe*  Apparently fall at our house means me running while Scott watches football. *hehe*  But I guess there are worse ways to spend the season. As I finished my run tonight I couldn't help but think, maybe life isn't about hiding when stuff happens. It's about keeping on going no matter what, because life will get you down, but you can't let it keep you down. Like Dori says, just keep swimming.

Happy hump day

Another Wenesday off.  I just had a turkey sandwich , and I have a Sex and The City marathon on. Scott is about to mow the lawn. Life is good. 
I am starting to wonder how many people keep a dog on their leash.  On top of getting a dogbite from a neighbors dog a few months ago, last night I noticed small two dogs running around our street with no leash on ,and a grown up didn't even come out to get them. A kid came out to get them when he saw they where going to approach me.
Scotts foam roller is starting to become my new best friend.  My lower back felt a little sore today so I had to use it today. I've also had to use the ball he uses on his shoulder on my feet after runs. Everytime we're both foam rolling our joints, I go is this what it's going to be like in the end? Just him and I foam rolling our joints , while drinking muscle milk at the end of the day?
As a late birthday present, George and Monica- some friends of Scotts gave me a couple of shirts to wear, as well as a chest to put stuff in.  I decided to put in it things like pictures from the Phillipines, a Disney autograph book , pictures from when I went to France and England, and a bucket list.
I noticed most of the things on my list involves travel. I couldn't help but wonder,  would I be able to accomplish some of the things on my account, or are they just pipe dreams?  Scott gets motion sickness, so he really isn't into flying. He'll go to see his family in Pennsylvania ofcourse . But a trip abroad would be harder for him. Plus, he seems happy just dancing on the weekends. As fun as it is, I guess that's one of the ways we are different. Scott likes the familular, and I want to see what is over the next horizon.
Or maybe life isn't about  worrying about some life. It's just  about seeing what life brings you, because life is already an adventure.

I love you, even during football season...

Labor day weekend is now over. On Sunday , Scott and I had a bar b que with a neighbor, and a few of our friends.  Monday it was back to work for both of us. He trained a couple of clients, and I was scheduled to work at La Cantera, an outdoor shopping mall not too far from Six Flags.  Now, football season is about to start. Preseason is over , and Tom Brady has been cleared of all charges, so he's back on the field.   For me that means I know what Scott will be doing on Sunday afternoons while I am at work for the next few months, since he follows the Cowboys, Broncos, Patriots, and Steelers. The only team I really have followed is the Seahawks, since I was born in Washington state, and went to college there. When a game is on, I just smile , and nod most of the time , like I know what is going on.
For me it means the weather will be getting cooler, and I will no longer have an excuse to not get longer runs in. I feel like I am about where I need to be. But,  I still say after the first mile, I am just running because I know there is bound to be  a taco  stand around somewhere-espeacilly in San Antonio.  Today at the gym, I tried a demo for a grit bootcamp they are putting together. (It's thirty minutes of high intensity interval training.) The lady who instructed it said I have alot of energy, and so I think after the rock n roll marathon, I will try and find more ways to harness my energy, hopefully for good. *hehe*
 The start of football season  also means Scott and I have been living with each other for almost a year now. We've made it work up to this point. However, we still need things like bookshelves to put my books and dvds on. Right now they are still stuffed away in the closet with the football jerseys he collects , as well as some of our clothes.  I am hoping we'll find something that works for us soon ,so I can have a little bit more of me around the house. Our living room still is a bachelor pad. The walls are still filled with the teams Scott follows. But, I also know it is who Scott is. I guess we will figure that out in our own time.
After all, if we can handle football season, we can handle just about anything *Hehe*

Control the controllables

Happy Friday everyone!  Yesterday I went to the staff meeeting, worked out with Scott at the gym, and went for a very warm 5 mile run. Today, I get to have lunch with my friend Jenn at Osaka, a really good japanese restaurant off of Broadway, since it's been a while since either of us ate there, and I will be seeing Texas Radio at BoozeHounds later in the evening.
Anyway, at the staff meeting,  one of our supervisors, Ryan gave us a slideslow to talk about how we can be more productive at work. The theme of his speech was about putting in control what we can. In our case, we can't control  , as much as we would like if someone is going to stop at our booth ,and agree to go see our resort. But, we can control how many people we talk to , and as long as we're doing that, according to Ryan , if we do that, the rest of the numbers should take care of themselves.
I get Ryan was talking about that to help us be more productive in the field. But, it also made me wonder, how often have we got upset over something that was clearly beyond our control?
I know Scott gets frustrated whenever he has to wait for a train on the way to the gym. I get frustrated when a bus is late. I get it, a train can take forever and a day to pass through, and Scott needs to be at the gym on time for his clients, who are paying for that time with him.  I hate it when the bus is running late because if I am trying to go to work I have to decide between waiting, calling a cab or friend, and possibly having to tell my boss I am running late for work.
But, those sorts of things really are not in our control.  We can't control things like the trains, the bus system, the weather, or other people.  We can control how we react to those things though, and what we do.
As for me, I am starting to wonder what the next step will for me will be after December 6th.  I mean where do you go after conquering , or attempting to conquer a marathon? Scott says I can try to get better times, but nothing is set in stone yet.  I guess we'll see what's over the next horizon soon enough. :0)

midweek check in

School is back in session, and you can smell the pumkin spice lattes making their way back to coffee stands everywhere.  After running a half marathon last year ,and  training to do my first full marathon  at the end of this year, I still don't know how my mom,or other runners for that matter do it. No two runs are the same. There are days I think , I got this, I can go for miles. There are other days I think Scott owes me a cookie for having me run when I'd rather be doing something else, like watching television. (At least when I am on the gym treadmill I can do both,right? Lol) I have felt like quitting on several occasions because I still don't consider myself an athlete because I am not my mom who has placed in marathons ,and  runs every chance she gets.  Or like Scott, who is a gym trainer, who can do all the ab exercises in the Rocky movies.  I have wondered if I could really commit to it time wise, financially-ect. I only signed up to do the half marathon last year , and lost all the weight I did, because my mom gave me the push to get started on both of those things.
 I just run however long I can, when I can. Today I plan to run after dinner  since I had to work in the morning. Yesterday, I went to bodypump,a full body strength training class at my gym for some resistance training while Scott trained one of his clients.
But maybe it's not about trying to be like Scott or my mom.
Maybe it's just about doing the best you can no matter what in my running, and every aspect of my life.
At least if nothing else, I know there will be pancakes after I try, and I will try for pancakes.
mmm pancakes. :0)

Happy Friday

Today was like the perfect day off.  After going to Bodyattack and Zumba at the gym, me and Monica, one of the Zumba instructors at the gym ended up going to Starbucks with a couple of other GGX instructors who team teach with her sometimes. I ended up introducing them to my favorite sandwich there- the spinach feta wrap. It's a wheat wrap with egg white, feta cheese, and tomatoes. I was telling them how it's my favorite sandwich to order there, because it tastes really good, and it's only 290 calories- what what! lol. Apparently, they all ended up getting one there! lol Hey it's a fair trade- they teach me how to dance, and I show them where the food is, right? lol  After having Starbucks with the girls, it was time to do laundry.  After doing laundry, Scott and I had dinner, and we are currently getting ready to go out.
I could tell I needed the Starbucks outing.  I was stressed out because I didn't have a huge paycheck since I was away in Pennsylvania for a week. When it comes to money, I always get stressed out. It's because I like to make sure I have enough for my share of the bills, and ofcourse some so I can still go out and do stuff. Scott doesn't seem too worried about it. However, he hardly worries about that since he knows he has a good job. But I learned today, that I am blessed.
I am blessed to have people in my life who want me to be the best I can be. Most importantly, I am blessed to have someone in my life who will make sure I don't fall-too hard anyway. Lol

Back into the old routine....

I can still see the deer eating the corn feed Scotts dad puts out on his property.  My legs are still recovering from  the start and stop of travel. Thursday we caught a flight out of Scranton, PA to Charlotte, North Carolina ,and from there we arrived in San Antonio around 7:25 last night.  The hardest part of the flight was the final flight from Charlotte, North Carolina to San Antonio.  There was turbulance in the air , and the kids sitting behind us where kicking our seat, and  there was a couple of crying babies. But, we arrived in San Antonio in one piece. After that, we unpacked, got a late night dinner at Jims and crashed for the night.  Friday Scott slept in , went to the bank, and did laundry. For me it was  back to my routine. I went to Bodyattack and Zumba at the gym , and then I had to go back to work. Saturday I worked before heading to my friend Lauras birthday party.  There, I got to have a wonderful pasta dinner Laura made, played cards, and played munchkin- a game that is a parody of the table top role playing game Dungeons and Dragons.
Then Sunday after work, I went for my first run since I arrived back in San Antonio.  It made me miss just being able to run in the mountains in Pennsylvania without having to worry about the humidity like I do here. I even told Scott I would do whatever his dad wants me to do on his property if it meant I can just continue training there. lol It was nice not having to worry about the humidity when I was going for my runs there. It was nice being able to able to run in an area where I didn't have to really worry about other people or cars. It was pretty much just me and the road . 
Monday, Scott went back to work at the gym. Part of me wishes I could have just took the rest of the weekend off as well, before heading back to work.  But I already took  my actual birthday off, plus another day off to go to San Japan this month, so I figured it was time to get back to work and  start making money again.
As much as we're both slowly getting back to work, I can't help but think, I don't really have a routine, with my inconsistent work schedule. I just work out when I can, and see who I can when I can as well. Scott is really mr. routine. He'll get up, have breakfast, make his peanut butter s andwiches, get ready for work more or less around the same time, go to bed around the same time, and eat the same types of things almost everyday.  Most of the time, we make it work.  I work out at the gym, and run when I can, and work when I am scheduled to work.   But I still feel like I ruin his weekends because I can't always stay out like he can because my job requires me to be avalible on weekends. But, maybe one of these days we'll be on the same page. But for now we'll continue to make time for one another when we can. For now, we do things like have dinner together, and have coffee watch t.v.together when I am off during the week. It's not much, but it's something.
As always at the end of a trip, it's good to be home and to sleep in my own house and bed. But it was sad having to leave after meeting everyone. Hopefully, it won't be the last time  I end up on the east coast.

Pennsylvania day 5 &6

Alas, all good things must come to an end. Laundry is in the dryer, and soon we will be packing to go back to San Antonio tomorrow. Yesterday I swam in Tonis pool until him and his family had to pack up to leave. Then , we went out to the same restaurant we saw the show at for cheesesteaks. It was the first one I had ever in Pennsylvania and I loved it. It wasn't too greasy, it was just a good sandwich.
Today, we hung around the property
 Scott got to see some bears last night and today ,so he is happy. After  dinner we went out for ice cream, so I am happy. I am glad to be getting back to working, and my routine in San Antonio. But I will miss being able to run in a place thats not terribly humid. I will miss being able to see the stars like I can here, and the greenery. But most of all I'll just miss Scotts family ,and their kindness and hospitality while I was here.

Pennsylvania day 2 ,3, and 4

It is offical. I run so I can eat sweets. I have had sweets every night since I got here.  At that rate, Scotts family proably thinks its really cool that I run, or I really do need him back at the gym in San Antonio. Lol
First night here, I ended up having strawberry ice cream at Toni's (Scotts brother) place. The day after we go to a show at the Forkville General store. We had a salad, pasta shells with meatballs,and cheesecake for desert before the show. The guy was really talented. He played the saxaphone, guitar, piano, flute,sang and well I might add. He had a friend who is a professional guitar player join up. Then his daughter who is a waitress there came up,sang and played piano as well.  It turns out she has a cd out and is in a band with someone who appeared on Americas Got Talent.
The day after was the day we had our pig roast. There was deviled eggs, macaroni salad, potato salad, beans, ribs,coleslaw, cookies, on top of a pig and a 41 pound really rich rum cake. Then we went up the mountain to really see the stars.
Yesterday I went for a hike with Scotts sister Lisa and her daughter Holly at this  park where we got to see  some really beautiful waterfalls.  Then after that it was time to sing kareoke, and have ice cream at Tonis.
Today I will be going for a swim and then well be going out for an early dinner . So far we have seen deer, racoons, and turkey eat the corn feed  by the house. Scott is still waiting to see the bear that usually comes around. I am not in a hurry to be that close to a bear. But we'll see what happens. But overall it has been a nice vacation so far,  and a nice break from the hustle and bustle of the city.

Pennsylvania -Day 1

Somehow, I slipped through security, and  arrived at the Wilkes -Barre/Scranton International Airport.

Right now I am a little tired from the flight, but I am also a little sugared up from the coffee I drank , and the strawberry ice cream  with whipped cream that  I ate.

It feels weird going to the east coast instead of the west coast for once. Seeing Scott with his family is making me miss mine. The last time I went up to Washington state was when my grandmother there died. I am hoping to go back soon, under better circumstances.  I know if I where there, I'd be seeing my dad, grandma, and uncle. My girlfriends there would kidnap me, making it hard to go back to San Antonio.  However, everyone here has been nothing short of kind and welcoming so far.  Scotts dad picked us up at the airport, and got us dinner at Perkins. I've got to play games with Tony Harris, and his family,and they let me take over their computer to write this. *hehe* 

 Tomorrow I know we are going to see some sort of show in town ,and  we are going to have a pig roast.  

The one thing I will really have to adjust to here is not having cell phone reception where I am staying. Part of it is , I have to be able to text my boss when I show up to work so she knows I am where I am supposed to be. I have to use my cell phone to clock in and out of work, and text my boss my final numbers from work after I am done for the day. aka I'm really dependent on it most of the week.   Plus, as most know I am used to going on facebook,or playing candy crush on it when I am bored. 

But maybe it will be nice to get away from it for a little bit, since I am so dependent on it most of the time.  After the hustle and bustle of city life, it's nice just to look up at the night sky and really see the stars from here. 

why i run

Morning all! Well today after work I'll be packing to go to Pennsylvania from the 14th-20th of August.  I  am nervous and excited about my trip.  I hope it goes well and I know it will be fun.   For once, Scott and I will be off  together. We never have the same day off. He trains people during the week to take the weekends off, and I have to be avalible during that time.
Since I work today and will be getting on a plane Friday morning , I went for a ten mile run last night. Two miles in, I was wondering why I was crazy enough to sign up to do a marathon.  It's still hot here, and the humidity doesn't help.
I still miss the days of being a closet athlete. When I started going to the gym, I really didn't tell anyone, I just went. I was afraid of what people would say if I went oh yeah I work out and didn't see any progress.
But, I guess what I have come to discover is running is a part of my life as much as anything else. For me I just like seeing the ducks in the pond by my place ,or the sun in the horizon at the beginning or end of a day as I walk/or run home. I would like to think there is room for that as much as anything else. To me, playing dungeons and dragons or any game for that matter is still just as fun as going for a run.  Anyway, I will be blogging about my trip as often as I can. Love you all, and happy trails! :0)

The fitbit

Hi all! I am just counting down the days before I go to Pennsylvania with Scott from the 14th to the 20th of August.
I am looking forward to  having a new place to explore, meeting Scotts family,and getting away from the humidity .
Anyway as most of you know, I have a fitbit.  The one I have keeps track of my heartrate, stairs climbed,calories burned and sleep pattern, as well as the  number of steps taken in a day. According to the American Heart Association you're supposed to get at least 10,000 steps a day. But after you connect with your friends, you realize the ones who seem to be getting alot of steps are the ones who are really active , or have a job where they are literally on their feet all the time. But it is a good reminder that all the little things you do add up.

The backpack and butterfly notebook

It has been a while since I last blogged. I turned 30 on August 6th. One of the gifts my friend Jenn Oler got me was a butterfly notebook. My boyfriend Scott got me a backpack designed to hold two liters of water for my running. As the two items lay in the kitchen I can't help but think about how both of those things have a major impact on my life. I have been keeping notebooks since I read the book Harriet the Spy in fifth grade. Every time I look at the backpack I can't help but think about how I went from weighing 248 pounds to 122 pounds, and I am currently training to run my first marathon in December.
I feel like I should have everything figured out now that I am no longer in my twenties, but I don't. I live with Scott because my mom doesn't approve of my relationship with Scott,and and she doesn't talk to me anymore. The last time I saw a friend before my birthday was when  I helped my Laura with her costume for San Japan, the annual anime convention here in San Antonio. Scott trains people at the gym more or less around the same time during the week and takes the weekends off so he can listen to his favorite cover bands. I don't have a consistent work schedule, and have to be avalible on weekends.So, Scott and I are always trying to figure out how late we should stay out on the weekends.  Scott says I am not boring, but as much as he says that, I still feel like I am ruining his fun because I can't always stay out like he can.
 As my birthday weekend rolls to an end, and my presents lay in the kitchen, I couldn't help but think-  not too long after I got out of school, I moved back to to Texas, and started working on my weight. Now that the weight is off, maybe it's time to make sure I am making time for all the things I love.
So, as a way to bring balance back to the force, I am going to start blogging twice a week about running/working out, or whatever is on my mind. After all the backpack and notebook have both had an impact on my life.