Keep on swimming...

I feel like crawling under a rock. I  have less than 30 dollars in the bank until payday on Friday because of a couple of bills I had to pay. It's making me stressed because I always hate knowing that if I sneeze, I'll be in the red. Scott helped out by taking care of the groceries this week, and assuring me that money is not an issue. But , I do worry about money because I don't have family I can call if something goes wrong, and I am the one who has to go all over town to work.
It's noone's fault but my own. I know it happens sometimes, and it will still no matter what kind of job I have. But , it is still no fun when it happens.

I don't know what the next step is, aside from the fact I know I will have money in the bank on Friday at least.   Scott went to Snoops last night with his friends to listen favorite cover band, Texas Radio. I stayed at home because I didn't feel like I would be much fun . Who wants to be with the person with no money on a Saturday night? I know how it is. Friends, and loved ones are there however they can be. But when it comes to money, I know it's a little different,and you don't want that to come in between the relationship. So when I know I am broke, I just tend to hibernate. Since Scott was out, I took advantage and made it a chik flick night. I watched Mean Girls , Baby Mama , and There's Something About Mary. *hehe* All very good.
I guess I just have to remember it is always darkest before the dawn. After all, everything good and bad is only temporary , right?

Today I felt a little better. I went to work, and went for a run after I worked while Scott and Troy watched football together.  *hehe*  Apparently fall at our house means me running while Scott watches football. *hehe*  But I guess there are worse ways to spend the season. As I finished my run tonight I couldn't help but think, maybe life isn't about hiding when stuff happens. It's about keeping on going no matter what, because life will get you down, but you can't let it keep you down. Like Dori says, just keep swimming.