Sunday, November 27, 2016

The calm before the storm

Hi everyone!
Well it has been a random and nice weekend.   Yesterday, I ran with my run group, and then ended up seeing Moena with my friend Jenn. Today I slept in a little, went to the gym, and just ended up doing laundry. Tomorrow until Sunday is going to be a busy week between open enrollment period, and race day this coming Sunday.
I am still nervous about the marathon, and I am just praying all the running I've got to do leads to a decent race day. I am hoping to shave a little time off. But ofcourse I'll be happy just to complete the course.
Anyway, today after the gym, I ended up watching 12 dates for Christmas. In that movie, the main charector ends up reliving the same day (Christmas Eve) until she gets it right with a guy she is set up on a blind date with. It made me wish I had that of power. After all who wouldn't want the chance to relive a day in our lives until we got things right?
I know I seem to have a knack for figuring out what to say and do after the fact. lol Plus recent circumstances have made me wonder if anything would change if I made some different decisions in my past.  But, in life , like in math, all you can do is focus is on what's in front of you.

Friday, November 25, 2016

Black Friday Blog

Gobble gobble. Sorry its been a while.  It's been crazy here  This past Sunday was the usual. I went to the gym, and ended up going grocery shopping.  It was a perfect day to relax. The weather was still nice, and it is not super cold out. Saturday night I watched Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them. For Thanksgiving my mom and I went to the Austin area to have turkey dinner with some friends , and relaxed at home when we got back later in the evening.  Today I just avoided black Friday. I was seasonal help for Macys one year, and I worked 12 am- 8 am shift on Black Friday. I still remember seeing a line outside the store when I went to clock in, and my supervisor almost got trampled when she opened the doors at midnight. Ever since then, I have decided sleep is a little more important then fighting the crowds early in the morning, as much as I love a good deal on things.
 As the  Thanksgiving day turkey gets eaten  black Friday, and the year starts to come to an end, I realized after December 4th, I will have ran the full Rock n Roll San Antonio marathon for the second year in a row.
I know I am blessed to be able to have the ability to run. I am blessed to have a mom who lets me run. But due to recent circumstances, I have wondered if I should even do the race because of recent circumstances. I still feel like I am trying to figure out which way is up because of everything that has happened in the past few months.  I am still scared because I don't know what the future holds. But, in life, like in running, all you can do is put one foot in front of the other and deal with things as they come. Love you all.

Saturday, November 19, 2016

Into the horizon I go..

Hello everyone! Well last Saturday I ended up running 19 miles with USAFit San Antonio. It ended up being a tough run. But, since moms friend Stephen had a birthday, we got chocolate cake after the run. Yeah for little things like that. *hehe* Then I ended up spending the day with my friend Laura. She showed me her house, we saw Doctor Strange in theaters and we watched "Epic Movie" at her house . It was nice to catch up with her. It has been a while since we hug out because of different schedules. But it is nice to know despite different schedules, we can get get together sometimes. Today I went to the gym, and after that mom and I went grocery shopping. So it was a relatively quiet day. The past week I've been adjusting to a new schedule. If you know me, you know I don't really like change. I stayed at the same job for the past few years because I enjoyed going to different events and when I get comfortable, I don't rock the boat unless I need to. Anyway,today I ran 22 miles with USAFit- our last long run before the actual marathon. It was the perfect running weather aside from the headwind. It was cool, and it wasn't raining- just nice.
We where able to run most of the time, and we all feel as one can feel when you're going to try running 26 miles in December. I know I am ready. But I am starting to wonder how I will do. I know I ended up running long earlier than I needed to, and so I am praying that will help me have a good race day. But I am glad I was in a position where I could help other runners. No,  I haven't ran Boston. But, I  still remember that the only reason I got started doing these races because I told mom I would do a half marathon with her. After that I remember  running a mile outside the house everyday to get used to running outside. In many ways I still feel like that person.  That's why I understand that every race is personal.
I know I've come a long way. but I still know I have a long way to go.  But I guess the one thing is running is life. Some days are good, and some days are bad. All you can do is keep moving forward.
Love you all.


Friday, November 11, 2016

All in the timing...

Hello everyone!
Well, the end of the year is almost upon us. Halloween items are on sale at Walmart, at the end of the month it will be Thanksgiving, and at the end of next month, it will be Christmas , and not too long after that, it will be the start of the new year.
Today I ended up going to the post office, and Wal-Mart with my friend Jenn. Then mom and I looked around the course she wants us to run tomorrow morning.  I will be running 19 miles with USAFit, and then catching up with my friend Laura.
Rather than waiting for New Year to make changes, apparently a couple of changes have happened already.  I believe most know what they are, so I won't mention it here.  I'll just say since they happened my head is still spinning a little, and I hope they are for the best.  Between that, and  a conversation I had with someone recently made me wonder about timing.  Are we all we just victims of circumstance , and timing, or do we create our own destiny?
Perhaps it's a little bit of both. After all, there are some things that happen that are beyond our control. Plus, life is about who, and what we know. But that doesn't mean we can't create the kind of life we want.
Love you all.

Friday, November 4, 2016

Slowly getting my stride back...

Well folks
I am starting to somewhat feel like my old self again. I still feel like I am a big loser because I am having to start over financially, and well, pretty much every way you can imagine. I spent my Halloween working at Ingram Mall. That worked for me because mom is not really big on Halloween and I like at least passing out candy to trick or treaters. I made the manager there, and one of my coworkers made sure I was stocked up on candy because I knew on Halloween no candy=no stops.   Yesterday turned out to be a fairly busy day off. I went to our staff meeting. After that, I went to Converse City Hall for early voting. I came at the right time because there really wasn't that much of a wait. I guess I went at the right time because today when I went past the building, there was a line going outside the building.  After I went to a 5k block party downtown to celebrate the fact that Rock n Roll San Antonio is a month away. After the run, there was sushi, beer and empanadas for everyone to snack on, and it was time to go home.   Today I had a shift at Ingram Mall, and now I am just watching Footloose on Netflix. Tomorrow morning, I am scheduled to run 16 miles before my shift at Six Flags.  But aside from the race, I am looking forward to the holidays, and what the months ahead have to bring.  After all if I have to start all over, the only place I can go is up. :0)