Monday, October 17, 2016

When god closes a door...

Hey everyone!
I know its been a while since I last wrote.  My mind just keeps on racing and I still don't know what to do or think.  I know everyone has assured me what has happened is for the best. . Part of me still feels like a horrible person, and I know I could have done things differently.  But, what happened already happened. It's the nights that are the hardest. During the day I can at least keep busy.  With everything said and done, I know I wasn't perfect either.  I can, and have complained about everything. I am not careful, I can be stubborn , pout, and not listen to anyone.
If god just closed a door for me, I am hoping that he show me we where the window is soon.
Anyway, aside from that, Wednesday, my friend Carrie trimmed my hair for me. Thursday I went with Jenn, and another friend of ours , also named Jenn to get  our nails done. Felicia and I ran 21 and 22 miles Friday morning.  Soon she will be heading off to do her marathon. :0) On Saturday , my moms friend Jim, and I where the aid station for my mom and our friend Irene so they could get their long run in. (They ran 18 miles that morning.)
Now I am back in Dallas for a few days to work the state fair. I'll be up here until Thursday, then it is back to San Antonio. The little work getaway was much needed. Working aside it's always just just to kick back and relax in an air conditioned hotel every now and then.  Then it's back to unpacking, and seeing what happens next . :0)



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