July 26, 2010
When Melanie and Matt started dinner, I noticed that I still had 100 text messages from a guy I called it off with in April. I don't know why I kept them. I guess I was so used to seeing his name there I didn't think anything of it until now. Even I have to admit I think the fact they where still there was a sign I hadn't completely moved on yet. I was surprised. After all, I've had months to clear my head, and lean on my girlfriends. Plus I was the one to say au revior! Maybe the old saying is true, time is really the only cure when it comes to matters of the heart. (Although I never doubted my awesomeness throughout the whole process. After all, no one should ever doubt they're awesome.)
I don't know wither it was the smell of the cheddar beer soup being prepared, or just the beer. But I realized with my past staring at me in my inbox, I really wasn't going anywhere. So one by one I deleted all the texts.
As I did, I found that it felt good to finally take the final step in moving on. Now, I feel like I can mountains. I may not know where I'm going. But where ever it is, it will be in a green dress. :0)
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