What a random week. I was supposed to be off Wednesday, but I ended up having to go into work. Today I ended up getting to leave work at noon, so after I got home, and had lunch, I ended up just sleeping the rest of the afternoon. Now, I am just watching "Under The Tuscan Sun." Yes, I know that I have watched it a million times before. But, I love just seeing the Italian countryside. Plus, I like the message in the movie- prepare for the life you want. Francis says she wants people to cook for , a wedding and a family. By working on the old house she bought in Tuscany after her divorce, she got that.
It is a definite reminder I am still figuring out what kind of life I want. I know I want to always be able to travel, workout, write, ect. I know I tend to get caught up in what I need to get done, and I forget about making room for other things . Plus, I can very well tell that I am still in hiding. I don't mean literally hiding. But I can tell I use work, and everything else as an excuse to stay where I am right now. I am just hoping I will eventually be the girl without the really good excuse. I know what kind of person I can be when I am not like this, but it takes me forever and a day to get past this point. Or, have I just not met the right person yet? I would like to think when you meet the right person the excuses will just go away. But, I know relationships take effort with both parties involved, and I do eventually want a relationship, along with everything else in my life. I just hope I get this balancing act figured out one of these days.
Love you all
Donna
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